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Like you can’t get up but can’t stay still Like you’re utterly desperate to feel Like after everything you’ve seen You think you’re dead and alive and alive in death too Like everything is grey and white and green but it’s really just a strong blue Like there’s no sound to fit no drink to cope with it Like you’re in a loop, a paradox Like you want and you can and you have before but you don’t you don’t anymore for the sake of a poor soul that has done nothing for you Like shadows and lights don’t work Like you’re losing all your marbles and your eyes hurt and your head hu